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Originally Posted by MikaTallulah  RIP Ace
Losing my young ones has always been the hardest. |
When I lost my first yorkie, Smokey Joe, he was 15. We knew he was sick and had lived a full life, so it was somewhat expected. Losing him was really difficult though. I feel like you can never really be prepared though. When we lost Smokey it was so tough to lose a memeber of the family who had been there through thick and thin for 15 yrs. He was an amazing, loyal, sweet, brave boy. I do know what it is like losing a wonderful yorkie, but this is somehow different.
I feel like Ace, who only lived until 4, got robbed of his life. He didn't get to grow old with hubby and me and be with us when we decide to raise children. He was supposed to be there through Christmas's and when we got home, and cuddling on the couch. This is such a terrible blow that I can't make sense of it. I guess sometimes you can't in life.
I'm trying to face each day but it's hard. Sorry to go on about this grief but it helps communicate with people who have had similar circumstances and who know how special little yorkies are.
Each day I wake up hoping it's a dream but it's not. My baby is gone and why i don't know.