It's very hard to cope with the loss of a furbaby. Dogs are good at hiding many signs of illness. Don't blame yourself... it was just her time. Only God decides when they come, and when they get to go back Home to Him. They are just 'on loan' to us for a short time, and we do the best we can. I think when He takes them back, it's because another one here on Earth needs us more. For me, getting another Yorkie was the only thing that stopped the pain in my heart, and began to fill the empty hole in my heart that my passed furbaby had left. This is just how I deal with it... otherwise I wouldn't handle it at all.... Hugs, Kathy |