 It's been about a month now.
It's been about a month since our little Buffy passed away. Everyday I wake up and it takes a second for reality to set in. I still feel like she's going to be there when I get home from work and I'm just so heartbroken.
I'm having a really hard time dealing with this and I'm just wondering how long it took for other people to start feeling .. not better but, less devastated.
Not only do I miss her, but I feel guilty-Like it was my fault. She depended on me to take care of her how could I have not known she was sick. Did I miss the signs? Was there something I could have done. The day she passed I didn't come home right away - I went to the grocery store AND the bank. If I had come home on time maybe she would still be with us :*(
When we got home that night Buffy was laying on her side - unresponsive. We had to rush her in to the emergency Vet. ( I've already posted about this so I won't go into detail ) She passed away the next day and we were told she had Addison's Disease.
I'm just so sad and angry. |