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  How absolutely tragic...I feel devastated for you.....We do everything we can possibly do to protect these angels, and in spite of all we do, sometimes, some how, they circumnavigate all our safety nets, rules and regulations, and it cost them their lives.  I certainly hope you feel no guilt in this....I have to pull out my research on toxins....I know macadamia nuts are on every list I have, but there is NOTHING on any of this that even remotely suggests such an adverse reaction to ingestion of macadamia nuts....thank you for your post....we ALL learn from each others disasters, and you have helped save another little life by sharing this with us all.  I wish it would have had a happy ending for your precious baby.....the knowledge gained from the experience is really the only consolation you have that she did not sacrificed her life in vain.  This will greatly benefit you in the future, as it will all of us.....still, I am soooo sorry for you.....  |