I appreciate the time you took to post under the horrible conditions. I know you did what you thought was right and that is all we can do. No one is perfect & makes perfect decisions all of the time. I'm so sorry this happened to Bella. I pray that your bad pain one day lessons to the point that all you have is lovely memories with the pain and trauma of that day receding into the past. I know Bella is happy and healthy and waiting at the Rainbow Bridge.
__________________  Jeanie and Tibbe One must do the best one can. You may get some marks for a very imperfect answer: you will certainly get none for leaving the question alone. C. S. Lewis |