i am so sorry you lost your little girl in such a tragic way. i lost one of mine last september .i still cant think about her without getting sad . but felt ready in june to add a new baby to our family my girl was a chinese crested and couldnt think of the same breed cause i knew i would compare them ,so i decided on a yorkie boy and think the world of him he has brightened up our lives so much , i had to wait till i was ready which took around 9 months ,i know things will get better for you but it does take time |