I found this site while looking for comfort after we had to send our baby girl Alice to the Rainbow Bridge. Now we have 4 Yorkies waiting there for us. Alice was just under 4 pounds but such a force to be reckoned with. She ruled the roost and made sure her siblings, Ziggy and Pink, knew their place. That being NOT on my lap. Every moment I was home, she had to be held. She insisted and was not to be denied. And I loved holding her. My arms have been empty for a little over a week now. It is getting a little better, the deep gut wrenching sobbing seems to have passed but my sadness seems just as sharp. I know time will heal but it hurts so bad, my heart has a huge hole, my life is so empty without her little being in my arms. She was so full of life and personality. The end seemed to come too fast. She had kidney failure and her last two days we had to force-feed her and she was so lethargic. She was a good girl right to the end. I am loving Ziggy and Pink to comfort me but they were so used to Alice being the top dog, they don't sit on my lap, they are just not lap dogs. Alice was my little YouTube star. I have some videos posted and hers had the most views. Everyone loved Alice. I can't bring myself to look at my YouTube page. I don't know if I should post that she passed or leave it. I can't post pictures now because our computer had to be nuked and I have not reloaded my pictures and videos yet. I've been reading these forums for a week now, while I grieved, and it has helped. We call our home Yorkie Town because we love them so. All dogs are great but God did His best when he created little Yorkies. I thank you for listening to me. I'm sorry if I'm all over the map but the pain is still too fresh. I know I will get better and I know I'll see Alice (and Lucky, King, and Ozzy) again. The loss of Alice hit me so hard, even I am surprised. I knew the day would come but now that it has, I'm inconsolable. Thank you again, fellow Yorkie lovers, for being there and understanding. As I heal, I hope to post more about my dear sweet babies. And pictures soon too. Long Live Yorkie Town!!! RIP my little sweet baby girl Alice. I long for the day I can hold you again.
