I am so sorry for your loss. I know exactly how you feel. I had my lucky ( a rat terrier) for over 15 years. We lost him a few weeks ago. It's so heart wrenching. I have never been so lost. Me and my husband cried and cried for days. I still have a hard time getting something out of our fridge, knowing he would always run up to see what I was getting. It has been the hardest thing I have had to deal with. Everything I do reminds me of him. He did everything with me. I have no answers for you.
It hurts.
We just got our Bella and Bandit. This was to help fill the quiet in the house and the void in our hearts. In no way will they take the place of Lucky. I feel guilt at times because I love these two little balls of joy but nothing like I loved Lucky.
Sorry to ramble. I had tears in my eyes reading your post. Just wanted you to know your not alone. They are our babies. Our children.
Lord be with you. |