Oh, I am so sorry you lost your baby. It is so painful & raw right now as most of us on this forum know. The first few days are only just survivable - that is all you must try to do. After that, it is just day by day and lots of crying & pain at the most unexpected times. It seems to go on for a long, long time. From those of us who have been there, we know one day you do smile again and there is a lessening of the hurt over time. You never forget them or stop loving them but grief does eventually lessen to a degree or who would ever even live through it. After a while mostly only the good memories of her begin to supplant the horror of losing her. I pray you can find some peace & rest over these next terrible weeks. R.I.P., Buffy.
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