[KimInMD]

Aww Lynzy, I'm so very sorry. Please trust me. What seems horrible now, will be no big deal very soon. My old gal, Lucy is deaf. Btw, she never barks either. We all sign to her and she understands perfectly. I am very careful to keep her hair out of her eyes, and yes, she startles easily when she is touched while asleep or when she is grabbed from behind. I always keep a night light on for her, and leave lights on if I'll be out past dark. My Lola looks out for her, and knows the command "Go get Lucy". She always knows where Lucy is! I also flash the hall lights when I come in to let Lucy know I'm home. Her id tag says she is deaf, just in case she is ever lost. We communicate perfectly, and she can clearly tell me what she wants or needs.
You are such a good, loving Mommy to your babies. There isn't a doubt in my mind that all will be fine. Your MissMia is blessed to have landed on your doorstep. It was destiny! Even so, I know this is such a big blow to you. I'm sorry that things have been so rough lately. I pray things turn around for you soon. Sending hugs!