Thanks to all of you for the continued support. Connie I don't know what I would do with out you by my side a,though not physically. I am going to ask Connie to continue to update as it is hard for me to write through my tears. Ken is having breathing difficulties and the staff is so short handed and now that he is a hospice patient it is hard to get a nurse in here. All of your kind words have given me a boost knowing I am not alone. I know I did the best thing for Ken by putting him in Hospice but it sure doesn't feel right. How do you go on when the love of your life is gone. I have never been without him in 42 years. The Hospice nurse said I may be able to bring Pixie up to see Ken. He bought her for me and always called her Perfect Pixie. I only pray Ken's journey home does not drag on. I don't want to let go but know I have to. Signing the hospice papers was the hardest thing I have ever done. My heart is broken and all your prayers are so needed. |