Your poem is so beautiful. My heart is breaking for you, and I wish I could help you more. I don't understand why some of our loved ones are taken from us so soon, but I do understand the feeling of intense grief. I also understand what a love so deep that it transcends all time and barriers feels like. Time doesn't dull a love so pure. It hasn't with my little girls or my mom, who I lost thirty six years ago. Love lasts forever, and although the pain doesn't go away, it will get better than it is now. You will never stop loving Zoey, and I could not be more certain than I am now that Zoey knew such a pure, unconditional love from you, and you will always feel the bond and love you shared. I know how difficult it is for you without your little girl and how lost you feel without her. I would do anything to make it better for you. While you were coping with Zoey's illness and your own sadness, you and Jackie worked together to bring such joy into my home and heart with our precious Katie, and John and I could never thank you enough. You are truly a very special woman and such a dear friend. It was always your huge heart and your love and devotion to your babies that made me feel such respect and admiration for you, and you will always be someone truly special in my heart. I wish it didn't hurt you so much, but your love of your babies is such a big part of who you are as a person, and I would never want to see you change. I pray the pain eases and that I can help to unburden your heart of all of your worries and sadness. My heart will always be with you and I am always here to listen whenever you need someone who loves you very dearly. |