Just wanted to say that I'm glad to read that you're feeling a bit better. There is nothing wrong with the way you are feeling. Feelings are never WRONG, they just ARE! It was very brave of you to share that with us, at the risk of getting some not-so-nice comments.
I too felt overwhelmed at first with both of my girls. Luna was sickly and I got NO sleep the first couple of weeks she was here, and this was after not sleeping for days on end taking care of my Starr, who was ill and then subsequently passed. I thought WTF did I DO?!?!
I started to resent DH because he sort of thrust her upon me after we lost Starr, and I wasn't really ready. Things got better. I can't imagine not seeing that cute little face every day, and Luna is my little velcro doggy
Izzy came to live with us as a rehome and OMG she was a MESS. Pee and Poop greeted me from one end of the kitchen to the other, every day when I got home from work. Luna was well trained before Izzy came but what are you gonna do?
Thank God I gated them off in there or I'd have been scrubbing all night long! I think that they went everywhere BUT the potty pad
I wanted to give her back so badly, but it wasn't possible and I had to hang in there. I'm so glad that I did, she's the best, most sweetest little girl.
Any change in your life is going to be stressful. I'm glad that you feel like you can come here and "talk" about it. Doing that will save your sanity during the rough times, and will help remind you to enjoy the good times too. Before you know it, you'll have developed a routine with your baby and it'll seem like he has always been there
NOW, we need to see some pictures of this little stinker
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