Thanks....this is all so new, it feels so different, but it's time I get out of my norm alittle. I will consider the help I do have. And you're right deadbug, I like looking at him as a new buddy, a friend...not a child. When I think of Marley as my child I break down, I feel I can never leave him alone EVER, I feel bound to him and chained to him. I cant feel like that, it wont work that way. |