I am so very sorry for your loss. There are not words to describe how you feel right now, but I can tell you, most of us have been there.
I had lost my little Raindrop, and my heart felt like it had broken. I felt the pressure in my chest, and cried all the time. She was my baby. I did push my friends and family away from me, and thank God, they all knew that, that wasn't really me, and that they would be there for me anyways. I am sending you some big hugs, and to tell you to take your time. When it's right, you will again find love with another baby. In your own time.
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My 6 Loves

Sassy, Gracie, Rosie, Rocky.....

Raindrop, and Candy