I am so sorry what has happened and that the best option was to free him of his burdens. I cannot tell you what heals the pain...I never seem to fully recover. Time blurs the memory of the pain of losing them...when I don't think about it, but, the interesting thing for me is that after loving and losing one, I always think I could never go through that again...and then another one 'calls' out to me, or shows up at my door...so now I have 2 Yorkies...both of whom I 'knew' belonged to/with me! I will always have the special bond with the ones I've lost, but still have room in my heart for a new special bond with the next ones who want me.
My heart just breaks for you...I know hard it is...and I hope some of the pain eases quickly for you so you can spend more time thinking of the beautiful life you had with him. {{{Hugs}}} |