thank you all so much for your kind thoughts and for the support. i am still devastated and russia, and just want to go home. i have a very difficult time still accepting it's real. it was a total accident. He was only 1.5 years old. I have an apartment full of his things but no puppy to play with or cover with one of his little blankets. i try not to, but i just rethink everything, ask myself again and again why i didn't stay home that day, or even if someone i could have just one more day and i could it differently. i do understand those things just happen happen, but im truly heart broken and spend hours every day just sobbing and sobbing. gosh i really would do anything to have him back.
thanks all for posting, it has given me a bit of comfort i otherwise wouldn't have.
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