Jodi, I so understand how you feel. I just won't let them chase me away. Period.
I have been very frustrated off and on the past few months but I just turn my computer off on some days. No one here has paid to live in my head so I refuse to give them the space. Somehow people manage to turn things around to try and make you think it is you...and perhaps you are paranoid. Thankfully they are in the minority. That is what I must deal with here. I guess we all have our little "things".
Bottom line is to just ignore what is merely posted to push your buttons and move on and have fun with the people who you enjoy!
There are so many really nice people here on YT and lots of great information!
So glad you chose to come back!!