My babys always had me or someone with her her whole life.. i start back to work fulltime on tuesday..she will only be left alone from 10am until 5pm.. my father leaves for work at 10am my mother gets home at 5pm..however some of my shifts are going to be 12 hours every now and then.. so she will be seeing alot less of me, thankfully shes very close to my parents also. i'm feeling sick to my stomach about leaving her home alone from now on. I'm scared shes going to choke on a toy, she has a habit of jumping up on the sofa and onto the back of it now.. i tryed putting her in a playpen but she freaked out almost like an anxiety attack. i than gave her free range of the living room and kitchen and left for an hour to see how she'd do, i peaked in the window and she just slept at the top of the stairs waiting for me to come back. has anyone ever been in this situation where you went back to work fulltime and had to start leaving your baby alone.. please share if you have...my heart is sinking just thinking about tuesday leaving her all by herself..i don't know how i am going to think straight at work
dose it get easier...