[gemy]

Well it is Friday. And Monday we go in for the what I've called in my mind the blockbuster chemo treatment. Accompanied by another eye exam and an heart echocardiogram. And for this treatment we are to fast her for 12hours.

Zoey is still eating well, and her tail is up, she is happily barking against all comers. But oh dear the nodes on her neck feel like multiple golfballs, although a bit lower than what I felt before. Groin nodes are still swollen, but chest/shoulder area are down.

I truly don't know how I feel, but hopeful is not close. Hopeful was a continuing reduction in swelling, which I thought would give us a shooting chance for remission.

I read the thread about the little one with Lymphosarcoma, the Yorkie in England I believe. And I see where they have decided on prophylatic treatment. I read what their vet had said. and another notch in my heart has been made.

I'm so tired. I guess I just don't feel like Monday's chemo will work. I dread finding out if I am right.

Dave and I keep busy here, gawd knows there is always lots to be done. I go to bed tired and sleep maybe 4hrs and then wake for the rest of the night.