Thanks so much for the poems and words. Just like I have told others going thru this, time and time alone helps. Just hard when you yourself is going through it. Her weight bothers me so much. I would call and ask the vet if I should try feeding her 3 times a day instead of 2 but right now I couldn't talk to her without crying. I hope we have alittle bit more time with our baby girl but only time will tell. I don't see letting one suffer at all and I don't want to be selfish and do that. She seems to be in no pain but just can't walk too far without falling over and like I said, has to have help in tee teeing and when she potties. I can still see her as a little fiesty, silver baby with her first schnauzer cut and pink collar. We too, had to put a bell on her she was so tiny. Brought her home and by the end of the day she knew where everything in this house was. She thought she was so big. Gosh, I am going to miss that baby. Max, with the diabetes was sudden. Mandy also was a sudden thing even though we knew she had cancer. I guess I just hoped beyond hope. But, this is the first time I have had this mourning type feeling ahead of time. Guess I just know whats coming. |