I want to thank everyone for your support and prayers. I am sitting here bawling because I know we may have to make that decision and yet I wish at times the little thing would just let go herself. She use to love to go out in the backyard and just take her time and walk and walk around the fence. I thought about not having her cremated like Max and Mandy and bury her where she loved to spend time. I don't know yet. Schnauzers are double coated and she has lost most of the hair on her back and the vet said the weight loss comes with CHF. She is so skinny, her little back bone is sticking through. I bathed her last night and its so hard because she fights me so bad where she use to love a bath and be groomed. You can feel every little rib. Oh, God just help me through this. I'm hurting so bad until I think what is it going to be when she goes. Thank goodness for a sweet and loving vet that understands. She has took care of my baby for years. I gave her a copy of their portait I had done a few years back and she said, Look at that little TIna. She was always really tiny. Like I said, she loves to be sang too, and I always sing Jesus Loves Me to her. And I know He does. Pray for us both because as much as my husband loves Lexi and the yorkies he was kinda joined at the hip with this little one. She always sat in his recliner with him and watched tv. |