 Update on Tina
Its been awhile since I have talked about Tina on here but for those who don't know she is our little min. schnauzer that is 14. She has CHF, dementia and is almost blind. I know its coming soon and I just can't let her go. I know thats selfish. She is down to 9lbs. and still eats good, sleeps most all day and night. We keep her in her playpen because she has gotten hurt twice pretty bad and I just can't chance letting her run loose at all. They told me at the vets to keep her up and it would be better than her getting hurt, since she has no direction or whats she is doing too much of the time. This will be my 3rd Schnauzer we have lost in the past 5yrs. We have our 2 little yorkies and Lexi, (mini schnauzer) left. To think of putting Tina down breaks my heart but she is wasting away to nothing. My dh just holds on. I still hold her and rock her and sing to her. She loves that. She will look up at me with those little eyes and skinny face and its going to be horrible all over again. I dread it sooooo much. Please pray that we will know the right time and use wisdom in the timing. I hurt and she is not even gone. |