Today's especially hard, Dottie was supposed to have her surgery this morning, I can't help but wonder if she'd been able to hang on until today if she would have made it through the surgery and healed and how many more years we could have had with her. My husband had to go back to work this morning & our son had to go back to school, so I'm home today for the first time by myself with our other furkids, but not my Dottie.... Every room I go in, it's so hard, I see my girl in my minds eye, but I know she's never really gonna be here again. I can't bring myself to take her kennel down, her food dish still sits in her kennel that I couldn't get her to eat.... Sick to my stomach and so broken.... All I want is my girl back....
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~Tracy~ |