I grew up in the horse business, training, teaching, selling, etc. To me these animals were business assets. I only allowed myself to get attached to 2 horses in particular, it took me almost a year to walk away from them cause I knew that it was best for me to leave the situation.
When I got Harley, I purchased him in the same manner one would buy the horse. Extensive research, picked the dam and sire so that I would get the exact result personality wise that I was looking for.... would I sell him if I couldn't keep up with him? NO WAY... He's been sick for four months, I've poured every cent I have left into keeping him, on top of law school applications, finishing my degree, work and god knows what else.
I've already decided that he's my priority over starting a family. He is my family. Honestly do I want kids 10 years from now, maybe. Did I play "parent" with my bf in this process as the other Kendra said.... ok yes, it was a test for us, maybe, but at the end of the day regardless of the BF, he's my buddy and is sticking with me, and it's all worked out.
__________________ Kendra Harley, you were the light in my life, rest peacefully my love! |