np, i would have felt the same as you don't be embaressed, i just think your message concerned people. At your age i wouldnt have been ready for my meesha, i was immature though when i graduated highschool, i didn't know which direction to go, university ...partying. but everyone is different i had friends at that age who didnt go out, and were more responsible mature... more of an old soul at that age ,so everyones different.. your first message of getting a 8 week puppy(have you considered leaving her with her momma until at least 10 weeks?), not able to afford clothes, just graduating highschool on strict income set off an alarm to alot of people LOL, I think what you probably meant was you wanted all the extra extra stuff, the pretty more expensive dresses to take photos in and show off maybe?because if you can't afford to buy her cheap sweaters from walmart,maybe like the 4.98 ones i got, your in trouble LOL... Its good to know she'll have 2 sets of grandparents and your boyfriend there to watch her