Thank you for the support and encouragement.
...I will do as intended and find her a home (after a bunch of tests and a spay).
I just had no idea how difficult this would be.
Thank you for the constructive criticism as well, I do appreciate it and it was well accepted.
I really don't think I'm cut out for this, and I can see how it takes a very special person to do this; not me.
I'm going to follow through with my promise to rescue one from the kill shelter this Wednesday, and find that one a home as well.
But after that, I'm done. We'll continue our monthly donation and blankets, but that's about all I can do I think.
I'm also going to stay the heck off of Craigslist, as it's too upsetting to see all these people trying to give away or sell dogs that aren't even fixed.
All three dogs including Bella are running around in circles in the livingroom. This dog (that has no name)...is better with our tiny Bella than Brussels is.
Bella is up to date on all of her shots so I'm not fussed about that.
I commend all of you who do this on a constant basis, you truly are amazing people.