Ok thank you for your patience, I am so sorry this is so choppy, I can hardly get through this...
Now I will re-cap...
- He was fine one day until he threw up at 11:00 pm.
- He continued to be sick the next day, no eating, but still drinking and walking around, able to get up and down stairs, etc.
- I pressed on his tummy several times that day and he never flinched or yelped. And he was always a verbal communicative dog if something was wrong or he wanted something.
- He started panting in the evening.
- I woke up and he was panting more and had let his bowls go on the floor.
- There seemed to be blood in them.
- He died within 26 hours of the first time he threw up or showed any signs of not feeling well.
Now here is the REALLY hard part. I don't need to know why he died, I can let him rest in peace not knowing how he died. However, I need to know if it was something I did or didn't do. And in order to find this out I need to share more with you, and I am terrified to do so. Please be open and honest with me, I can take it. But PLEASE be kind to me, I cannot take any harsh words or criticism, please re-read your responses and provide your opinion in a kind way. But don't tell me what I want to hear, be honest and open, just be kind please...
Sorry I need another break... |