It is so awfully hard to go through this I am praying for your peace of mind right now. When little Lolo was bad she would look at me with those sad sad little eyes like please help me,
but then she didnt want to be held because I guess it hurt her to much. I kept thinking I knew it wasnt fair for her to have to suffer and I was going to have to do something but I also kept praying thinking there had to be a chance for her to get better. She finally took that decision away from me and passed in my arms one day. It broke my heart to lose her but watching her suffer was excrusiating. I pray that when the time is right you will know. God bless you and my prayers are with you and your little one. |