[ChibiLuv]

So this is the first ChristmasI will be spending without my family, and it proably wont be the last. I moved away this year from CA to TX. Yes I love it here but Im missing my family a lot right now. Sure sometimes they are a pain and sometimes it was boring and sometimes I didnt know what to say but they were my family and it was our tradition to spend Christmas eve together. I miss the smells and the sounds, the chaos and the quiet. If you are spending Christmas with your family please dont takee it for granted, I know I did and now I'm sorry. Nothing ever stays the same and now its my urn to try and make my own christmas traditions but they will never be like the ones Ive had. I mourn their loss but try and look foward to the future with optimism.