As a lot of you know I lost my little Kiwi back in Sept, ever since then I have to admit I have been a bit over protective of Lola. She goes everywhere with us, she doesn't even get watched by anyone else!
Well today for the first time Lola is going for a sleepover!! And I have soo much anxiety I feel like I'm going to be sick! Me and my DH are going to Foxwoods (a casino) in about an hour and we are dropping off Lola at his cousins (and my dear friend) house. We are very close and she saw what we went through with losing Kiwi so I know Lola will be in the best hands, I have packed up all of her toys/bed/food/clothes/leash/harness and written out a schedule for her so she knows when Lola needs to go out and what/when to feed her but...I still feel anxious!! How do I turn it off!!
All I keep thinking is what if something happens? What if she won't eat? What if she's scarred..shes never been away from us before...Ahhhhh!!!!!
My DH is great, he has been very encouraging, keeps telling me Lola loves his cousin and her daughter, she'll be fine, you can call and check on her, etc..
Well I guess this is the end of my rant...I need to go finish packing..
I wish this feeling would just go away... Wish me luck!!
