Oh Patti, I am so sorry Ken is feeling bad at the moment - I will pray that things improve for him and that he is able to take the break at Christmas, which you both need. My heart just goes out to you, as it is so hard to watch your loved one go through chemo. I remember my hubby telling me how he would just go away by himself and cry with the stress of it all. He told me that he would far rather have been the one going through it, than the one who has to watch the person they love go throught it. It is very tough on you and I hope and pray that you have family and friends close by who can support you and give you a little break sometimes. I know I speak for YT when I say we are all here for you, anytime, and are praying daily for your dear husband.