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Originally Posted by Jennyms319  I know in my mind that the treatment was her only option for survival but my my heart hurts knowing that she was fine and had never really had health problems... yet until I got her the treatment and to watch her go down hill so fast just kills me. |
Oh I really don't think you should look at it this way, this would just be blaming yourself. It's like if someone has chemotherapy and still dies of cancer, the chemotherapy didn't kill the person, the cancer killed them. You did the best you could with the knowledge you had, so please don't blame yourself.