Marilyn, when I lost my dog of 13 years I was devastated and I didn't want another puppy. But one came into my life that my Mother had got after my Father passed away. Losing Nikita and my Father back to back was devastating, more so because Nikita saved me from depression after my Father passed away.
However, ChiChi, the puppy at the time, saved my heart and he is now mine. I thank him every day for comforting me in my time of loss of both Father and pet.
Another thing I did was sit down and write about everything I felt, everything I knew of both my Father and my dog. It really helped to let out all those feelings.
Time heals all wounds but, unfortunately such a tragic loss such as yours makes it harder to forget.
Rest, mourn and maybe think of how much the unconditional love of another puppy may help heal your heart a bit.
Please take care of yourself. Hugs for you. |