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Originally Posted by AkCrimson  I don't know why but I am starting to feel angry today. Angry with myself for letting him play in the yard. Frustrated that he is gone. Mad that I am disrespecting him by thinking about another puppy.
Clearly I am not ready for another dog. This SUCKS. I feel like crap, I feel so lonely. My fiancee is getting restless, he wants to go out and do things (we are a very active couple). I don't want to do anything. Nothing sounds good. |
It is part of the stages of grief. Valid and necessary stages. You will need to go through all those steps of grief. And everyone grieves in their own way and in their own time. We learn the lessons we need to through loss; but every loss, I believe creates a larger, wiser, more compassionate heart.
Yes perhaps right now your are not ready for another dog; and that is probably as it needs to be.
Sometimes activity is good for the heart and soul. There will be a turning point, when you need to look out, need to experience the life of the world around you.
Try not to be so hard on yourself, we all make mistakes, it is what makes us so very human. One day you will go past your self blame, learn the lessons life has offered you.
So right now just heal. There is a world of time for you and your fiance, a world of Yorkie love for you again when the time is right.
Hugs to you