No unfortunately I have absolutely no idea what happened to her. I tried everything possible to try to save her. If there was anything I could do I would have made it happen. She was my world and was ripped from me way too soon.
I truly feel in my heart that something went wrong during her spaying surgery. Thats when the trouble started.
We got a new yorkie male yesterday, I love him to pieces, but part of me feels a little guilty. Its like I'm trying to replace her. Like my loving him, somehow diminishes the amount of love I had for Tia. I pray everyday that God will give me piece in this situation. Piece to focus on the happy times I had with her, and focus on bonding with my new little guy.
My emotions have been flustered since she died, crying as I type this, I still can't even look at her pictures, say her name or try to explain to people what happened to her. I've never hurt like this before.
Now if I can just get this new guy house trained so I can begin to enjoy him. Right now its just a lot of work!