[107barney]

I wish you had humanely euthanized her or turned her over to someone who could afford to have treated her. It certainly isn't your fault she was sick or was sold to you too young but you failed her when you took her home in light of the vet's opinion that her condition had a "grave outlook" without hospitalization. I am sure you loved your dog - but love isn't enough. You need to be able to step up to the plate in these situations or be selfless and put the dog to sleep. I'm sure I'll be blasted for my honesty here but I can't say you did your best when your best was about YOU and not HER. In spite of this opinion, and knowing that you did love her, I am sorry for your loss.