I do not blame my husband, I knew Kiwi and his love for other pets(not to mention he was a quick little thing) Once he had his mind set, he never looked back. My husband is devastated, this is the first time I have seen him cry since I met him. I have been trying to make sure he understands its not his fault, but I know he is blaming himself and re-playing it over and over in his mind.
We did bury him in the backyard so at least he will always be close, but it was heartwrenching to try and say goodbye. I still feel like I'm in a dream and I dread tonight when I go to bed and hes not nestled right next to me or when I come home from work and he's not waiting there to give me kisses and play....
Here I go again... |