[horsnaround]

Well I know of many on the other side that will welcome him. That being said I really understand how you feel. I lost my Lexi this June and I am always thinking what if.. But it is taken out of our hands sometimes why we will never understand. I know the day and weeks ahead will be tough. Just keep all the great memories of your times to help you thru this time. It helps a lot to remember all the times they made us laugh and smile. And in most cases that was daily. Sending prayers and many many hugs. Take care...