I have thought about you all day, Carrie, and I know how much today triggers so much of your pain and also your overwhelming feelings of love for Nika. I cried when I read your beautiful tribute of your little girl. Nika was such a precious little girl, and I loved the photo of you and your girls and also Zowi and her baby Nika together. I've thought a lot about the pain that we feel because of losing our little ones, and although it is difficult, I'm not sorry that it doesn't completely go away. The feelings of love remain so powerful, and we never forget how much our babies mean to us and the impact that they have had on our lives. The crystal cube that I have of Kiwi's photo has the words inscribed "Love Lasts Forever." I know you know this to be true because of how you feel about Nika. I can feel it in every word you write. I am really glad that I have "met" you here on YorkieTalk, but I'm so sorry that you lost your baby, especially at such a young age. You will always have beautiful memories of Nika and you will forever carry her in your heart. |