I too gave up my senegal parrot, Jelly, because I wasn't able to take her out due to her being scared of the kids and would fly or try to bite them. Plus I left her alone a lot in a room as well and it bothered me so much I gave her to my aunt. You did a loving act. Many people just leave their pets in their current situation even though their life quality is poor or not the best. You wanted her to be happy and be well taken care of.
Maybe you can find a support group or moms group to join and be with others. Even if your not making life time friends it feels good to be with others. Good luck and keep your chin up. Your a great person!!
