I am so sorry that your heart hurts so bad. Sometimes the right thing is also the hardest thing. When our first child was born I had a Lilac Crowned Amazon (Ceasar),he loved me so much and hated everyone else including our new child. So that he wouldn't spend the rest of his life in a cage I sent him to live with someone else. I know the sounds that you are missing at dawn and dusk.
I know that living the military life can be so hard. Continue to make new friends because you will always either bless their lives or they will bless yours for the time that you have together.
The people that suffer for our country are not only the ones that deploy but their loved ones that have to stay here and keep things going for the family.
Blessings to you and your loved ones. |