Poor neglected Shelby (9 months) still hasn't been and b/c of the posts I read here she may never get to go

I am soooo scared that someone will mess her up. So far, with help of YT members I am learning to do it a little at a time myself. I want her coat to grow out, just so I can see what she looks like. I have to find a trusted groomer before she will ever get a puppy cut.