It's a strange feeling.....I feel the pain of the loss.....yet, relieved that he is in no discomfort.....I wasn't about to let him fall totally apart before my eyes.....we had a rough couple of days....the vet said no money in the world can help.....yet, a few hundred dollars brought relief...to him....and thats where my heart always was....for him. He will be missed, there will be more tears....but I did give him a kiss on the head and said "I love you....go to sleep", just as the needle was inserted.....happy and sad at the same time...real confusing....I'll have to write something in his memory once things settle. Thanks for the prayers.
