You have been through a lot - emotionally and physically (without good sleep, etc.) and you're tired. Hopefully, your little guy's health will improve, and you can get back to a normal life again.
Don't feel guilty. I remember my second child keeping me up night after night after night - and getting a little irritated with that little guy - feeling that way made me feel guilty too. I think we've all been in similar situations.
We get tired and we don't have our usual patience.
Wish I lived near you - I'd take him for a couple days so you could sleep nonstop. Wouldn't that be nice.
I lost one of my dogs and two cats this past year. I still have one dog, got a new bird, and have my new Yorkie --- and, I have found myself worried (more than I should be) about their health or that something might happen to them. Luckily, my are very healthy so my fears are beginning to disappear. But, you're weren't as lucky as I was. I think your losing one pet and then having another that is very sick is an unfortunate thing for you to have to go through.
I wish you and your little pup the best of luck! Keep in touch with us.
Carol Jean |