[yorkieusa]

Oh, bless your heart. Having had yorkies for some years and having loved them with all of my heart, I can say that I understand how you are feeling. The last year plus of Muffin's life was very difficult for her, because of several health issues that came up. Even though I have never dealt with your issue, I do totally understand the stress and the fear that you feel because you want the very best for them and you don't want to do anything to make it worse. You get so tired that you feel you are at the breaking point sometimes and then something happens and makes you think you can see light at the end of the tunnel. I, too, spent quite some time sleeping on the floor with Muffin and I know you don't sleep well and that makes you more tired and more stressed. All I can do is say I totally understand how you are feeling right now, but I wish, too, there was some magic pill that I could offer to make him perfectly healthy and then you could feel like yourself again.