Oh, I understand. We go to New Mexico about once a year to visit family who owns a ranch. Its a 4 hour plane ride and Bailee isn't exactly ranch material. With day long horse riding trips, we can't take her because there is no one to take her out so she stays home. We only go five days at a time but I miss her sooooooooo much. My fiance loves going so much, so we go, but I think of her every minute