wow that is so sad that you have to part with her.... I hope you can find someone that you know who could watch her while you are gone.. it;s so sad to leave something you love behind.... I could never part with my babies.. ever... I hate when I have to leave for work at 6am amd I cant wait to get back to them at 12pm... I miss them like crazy... so for me to part with them... even for a little while is nuts... I hope you will find someone who will love her very much... good luck... try starting with a family member first.....