wow... Connie I hope and pray you and your loved ones stay safe!!
This is a way that being on yt has changed me so much. I used to see things like this on the news or read in the paper. It was sad, but I did not KNOW anyone that it hurt. Now with "friends" around the world I worry so much more when I see an event like this. I wish I could help.. you are welcome to come have a vacation in miami
In 1992 I lived here when andrew hit.. we lost so much. It was hard, but we do pick up the pieces and take baby steps and then you measure time by how long before or after the "event". I remember standing in front of my class one day and was getting ready to lead a discussion by "where were you when andrew hit?" and realized none of my students were even born .... life goes on.
I know God will not put more on your plate than you can handle (trust me... I have been saying that to myself as of late!) You are very much loved by your friends at yt.. if talking and venting helps pm me... I am a very good listener!!
Take care of yourself... you are on my prayer list!!