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Originally Posted by dirtbaby13  We are terribly sorry for your loss. I too lost a fur baby to a pit bull attack 4 years ago... It's never easy and you punish yourself to what if's.... I know he is in heaven waiting for me to frolic with him at the pearly gates. My new furbaby is a reminder that love is unconditional and all they want is love and comfort. We do the best we can and love them with all our hearts and do what is right for all. Love is the best gift on life... Yorkies are true lovers!  |
It has been 19 days and I am still devastated. The person who rents the house (not the owner of the dog, she lives 2 hours away and has not even made an attempt to contact me) wants to get me a Yorkie puppy. He is a Vet tech and knows about 8 breeders. I am torn. I miss her terribly and am not sure if I want another puppy right now. I have a male Yorkie who I absolutely adore, just as much as My Sweet Baby Girl. It is so hard loosing them so tragically. If I could only get those images of those last horrible hours out of my head. It is the last thing I think of before I fall asleep and the first thing I think of when I wake up. The first week was the worst because those images played over and over in my mind involuntarily, I thought I was going to loose my mind. Now the images are not like a continous loop, its more like an image and I can try and focus on something else like listening to talk radio or reading or playing a game on my phone. I know only time will diminish those tragic moments. But I will never ever get over it. My Mom, (who i love dearly, she is just not an animal owner so she does not understand), asked me the other day if I was about to get over loosing Trixie. I told her I would never get over it, as long as I live.
I just think of her sweet face and the wonderful dog who I had the privilege of having her in my life and look forward to the day that I can hold her in my arms and have her lick my face.
Thank you for your post. So sorry about the loss of your little fur baby. I know the pain you suffered. And yes I believe he is there at the Bridge along with My Sweet Baby girl waiting for us both.